Jessica Faye Ericzon - Online Memorial Website

Happy 18th Birthday Jessie, we love you & miss you.  Lisa, Tim, Murray and Aunt Nancy you are all in my thougths and prayers today and everyday.  We love you.

Hey Jess-  I just wanted to stop by here and wish you a Happy Birthday.  I’m not gonna lie, it’s hard without you here and I think about you every day.  I know you’re watching over from up there and taking care of us though.  I’m really glad you and I talked more this past summer at work and got closer, and even though we went our own ways at the end of the summer I’m glad I got to talk to you more and catch up with you in the last few weeks before this all happened. 

Work will be different this summer, I don’t even know if I want to go back like I already told you.  You, Sarah, and I all started at around the same time, and it’s just changed so much since then.  I will miss the water fights with you though, that’s some of the best memories I have of you.

I still find myself talking to you at least once a day.  And like I’ve asked you before please be with your family, especially your Mom and Tim, and the other “L.A. girls” because they need you more than I do right now.  Take care of us Jessie, stay out of trouble up there and keep us out of trouble here.  I love ya and I miss you, but I’ll see ya soon…Happy Birthday Jessie

Hi Miss Jess,  Today you are 18. Happy birthday our angel. We miss you so very much.  I talk to you and Jonny every morning on my walk and today you gave us and extra special day.  I talked to your mom this morning and she told me she made your favorite cake for your celabration tonight.  So many balloons coming your way today.  We have notes to you on all we are sending.  So many people are praying for us here on earth and it does ease the pain some.  I know you do not want us to be so sad  but it is hard to think we will not see your crazy antics.  To  go camping and find shaving cream all over the beach and deck and you.  I will miss our phone conversations each week, not hearing your giggle as you tell me what you and the girls have been doing. I will miss going shopping with you and going to every store in the mall and then some to find  that right dress and then going back and getting the first dress we saw. I will miss seeing your wonderful friends you have Miss Jess,  They helped you to be such a fun loving carefree young lady, a joy to be with.  Your mom also instilled in you so many of the qualities everyone loved about you.  Your kindness, joy, always doing something to keep busy even if it ment trouble.  We have so many wonderful memories we will keep in our hearts of the times we shared.  Don't defeather to many of the angel wings and keep Jonny on the straight and narrow if you can. I'll see you before to long.  Love ya, G. D.      

How do I begin. This is the first time for me to write on your website Jessie. I guess I haven't yet because it actually meant that I accepted that you were gone from me. I promised myself I would do it on your birthday. I love you so much, I miss you so much, I can't bear not being able to tell you in person and to give you a kiss. Happy birthday my angel, You were born by c-section right about the time I am typing this. I also have to tell you how very special your friends are. They have kept me going and everytime I see one of them or hear their voices I know that you live within them. You are a part of them and I love them all. I'm watching a slideshow on your laptop as I'm typing this and I thank god that you guys took so many pictures, I will see the many faces of you everday for the rest of my life. The last memory I have is of us sitting together on the couch doing a Sudoku puzzle on your laptop the night before you went to heaven. You were always in a hurry to get it done and it was never right. I kissed you goodnight and said I will see you tomorrow, I love you, and you said I love you too. You live within me now and you were always a better person than I. I will carry you thru the rest of my days and try to live up to your name. JESSIE. I love you, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Happy 18th Birthday Jessie ...  Lisa & Tim you are in our thoughts.

Happy 18th Birthday!!! Celebrating your birthday without you physically here has got to be one of the hardest things in the whole entire world. I miss you every minute of everyday. I know your up in heaven scratching your first lottery ticket like we all shared in,  on my 18th birthday. I anounced your name on the border (radio) this morning. I got to do it live, you pimp, you had your name on the radio. lol Well I have to go to school, ugh. Tonight Sarah, Elaina and myself are going to meet Tim, Lisa, Murray, and Nancy, at the cemetary to release some balloons in honor of Jessie on her birthday. I'll see you then! I love you! xoxoxo 

Happy Birthday, Jessie. I will never forget the good times in Omar with you whether it would be playing hide and seek in the rain and dark, or the late night talks with you and Jacob in your front lawn all hours of the night. I remember one night Jacob called me and wanted me to go to a birthday party for Jessie. I asked who was there and of course, Emilia, Elaina, Sarah, and Amanda we're there. When me and Jacob arrived, we walked upstairs where the party was to find the girls flipping out, scared to death. We asked what was wrong and they told us a little boy was in Jessie's front yard with a baseball bat! Funny... me and Jacob never saw anyone so we spent the rest of the time playing basketball and searching for a little boy with a bat. Later, after everyone left, Jessie refused to admit the party was over and asked her mother if me and Jacob could stay the night... I think we all know what the answer to that question was! Tim and Lisa, you are 2 very good people. I wish you guys the best of luck along with Jessie's close friends and family. I would also like to thank my Aunt Connie Boyle for creating Jessie's Memorial Site and keeping it going.

Hey Jess! ya know I really miss you. I miss that jeep rolling up to school 10 minutes late, I miss passing by you in the hall and waving, seeing that big bright smile! I miss first period study hall with you....Its the little things I miss. I miss going to basket ball games with you, and sreaming in the store parking lot (lol)...I will visit you soon, I havent had a chance to yet, but I am def going to soon. I miss you so much Jessica Faye! God has you in his arms. You're in good hands. Watch over us Jess, I know you will guide us in the right path! Happy 18th Birthday on Thursday ! Love you! -Jillian

happy early birthday jess I love you alwayss!

thursday the 27th is Jessies birthday,some of us are going to buy balloons and let them go in honor of jessies birthday. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JEZZMO!!!!! we are fixing the windshield on jessies jeep and when it gets warmer i'll do some body work and we'd like one of her friends to get it so speak up if you need wheels for college,mechanically its really sound,Lisa isn't ready to get rid of it yet but soon. we hope to use some of the money from her scholarship fund for the class of 2008,it would be only fitting and what she would want,we'll make sure everyone knows about it,the class motto is on her headstone. time seems to go soooo slowly now,days are filled with coping and sobbing,the brave face goes on for company but quietness sets in and missing my best bud takes over,thank god me and lisa have each other. i love you Lisa and we will get through this. I just hope we get answers on what happened. Its important and what Jessie would want. How fitting that the New York State Police forensics lab is examining the evidence,the best in the u.s. i'm told. I know they know the circumstances and are doing everything in there power to find the cause. There will be some sort of closure and peace-somehow-someway!

Hey Jess,

 

I just got back from Charelston and the whole time I thought of you.  In five months I'm leaving for South Carolina and it has always been my hope that someday you L.A. Gurls would be able to come down and visit me in SC.  It's so beautiful down there and I've always dreamed of being able to take you to all my favorite restaurants and take you to the kick-@$$ mall in myrtle beach, and lay on the beach for hours cause I knew you would love it there (especially all the guys-lol!).  The whole weekend I was down there I thought of how I never got the chance to show you all those places.  I'm sorry I never had the chance to take you Jessie.  I know that you'll always be by my side at college though.

 

L.A. on Broadway is this weekend, I'm really excited-we sound pretty good, I must say.  The song that Rachel is singing is so sad, it makes me think of the L.A. Gurls.  It talks about where you can find love and where it is hidden, I know that the four of us can find love anywhere-that song is a constant reminder for me.

I miss you like crazy!!!!  I love you Jessica Faye!!!!!!!

 

Love always and forever,

Sarah

 

Happy Early 18th Birthday Jessie

Happy Easter Jessie, Im sure heaven was glorious this morning. we visited your grave today, jacob, hillary, matthew, and myself. we miss you jess, love you! 

happy easter jessie,me and mom went to steve and lauries and had easter dinner with them and maddie and gramma and uncle jerry,our first easter without you,the girls went around picking up candy the easter bunny left and i know you were there laughing and finding candy all over the house,we went to margaret and georges and checked out the farm and her horses,had breakfast with them and chatted,glad to see she's happy, we miss you jess we love you

Happy Easter, Jessie. Love you!

Hey Lisa and Tim,

      I never know when it is a right time to call you. You are on my mind everyday at certain times. I justed wanted to recap my cute memory of Jessie and Amelia the night of Bunko bebopping down the stairs with their hair in pig tails coming down for some good food wondering if it was ok that they had some of our good stuff to eat. Of course we were all happy to see them and make our comments to them. So full of life and energy. My remark to Jessie was that she could eat so much and stay skinny like her Mom and that she could have some of my extra pounds. She laughed and joked with us girls, what a sweetheart. Both of those girls. She's our angel floating through our lives. Someday we will enjoy her again. As for now you can all enjoy her memories she left you with. Lisa, I will see you Thursday. I love you both.

                                                                        Jacinta

I really miss you
There's something that I gotta say

The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you

Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never seperate us
Deep inside I know you are

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life (yeah)
Never gone

No no no
I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone

Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close Everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life (in my life yeah)

Never gone from me
If there's one thing I believe (I believe)
I will see you somewhere down the road again

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are

 

I love you Jessie

xoxo

Hey Jessie,

I miss you like crazy. It's been a month from saturday sinse i have last seen you. It just doesnt seem possible. I went and shared some spaggetti O's with your mom and amanda 2night. We went and sat in your room and talked. It's the best feeling when im in your room. I feel so alive, I know your right there over my shoulder and I love it. Just like old times. I see you through ur mom, every hug i get i feel you. Every I love you I hear from your mom and Tim, I hear you. It's an incredible feeling. I love your mom and Tim so much!! Pretty soon im gonna start camping out in ur room, with the other LA Gurls. Elaina has been really sick and hasnt made it over to the house lately, but she'll be over soon, i promise. Tim played his guitar tonight at the house. I have never heard him play before and it sounded really good. It reminded me so much of the time we thought ur house was haunted and someone was playing his guitar. Turned out to be a noise Tim set on the computer. hahah Jessie, that was scarey but funny. Like sarah said softball is going good. Its tought at times, but sarah and I carry ur bat around with us the whole practice its by our side. I call it the "Jessie Ripper". Nothing else is really new. I have already filled you in about all the boys, and the drama. lol. Goodnight Jessie, time for me to go to bed. I'll see you in my dreams tonight. I miss you my partner in crime more then anything, I pray your ok without me. I always promised i wouldnt leave you. And I'm still here ALWAYS. I know you are too.  Love always and Forever, Emilia   xoxoxo

jezzmo,Homey g is here meowin up a storm drivin mom nuts,emelia and amanda are here with mom up in your room talkin a mile a minute,good to see amanda again she has been heartbroken,mom will be ready to come on here soon and chat,i know your with her 24/7 right now so i don't worry you two are still soulmates,the bond will never be broken,her love for u is soooo strong,as i know your love for her is eternal. theres a certain friend jezz that may have been so affected by your loss they may have given up some dreams and goals,i wish that she would do what you would want her to,go on and kick some la butt-right---gf you have such a bright future-please-please go on with your life and celebrate Jessie Faye,celebrate her spirit and go to college,use your talents and heart and do it for you!\ these la girls are like none this school has ever seen although their mothers are a close second-lol Inspiration fills my heart and soul to see such a great group of young adults be so brave in the face of reality. Jessica Faye Ericzon was 17 years old when she passed on to heaven and became one of GODS angels. As beautiful and peaceful as heaven is,i know that JESUS must be truly blessed to have met her. I know that JESUS will be catching for her telling her to keep that arm in. I know that God will be looking down on her and her angel cheerleading squad guiding and helping family and friends still here on earth to have a good life. Until we meet agin my angel,ohh wait your right here looking over my shoulder,thankyou Jezzmo--THANKYOU!

Hey Jess,

 

Softball is in full swing now and it doesn't seem the same without you.  Emilia and I found your pink bat at the school and we use it all the time, we keep it right by our sides through the entire practice.  We are supposed to have a scrimmage 2 weeks from today, but it doesn't look like the snow will be melted in time (maybe you can help us out with that??) 

 

Love you chica!

-Sarah

jessie the cards just keep pooring in ,friends are stopping by, theres going to be a fundraiser for your scholarship fund, imagine a scholarship fund in your name. As you would say,"dude thats awesome!" Thinking back to the whirlwind of events,the sea of faces, the show of love and support,my heart is just smiling,my pain goes away long enough to get me through the day. I miss you Jessie,i miss you sooooo much.

Jessie,

Hey girly, we just got back from Florida a couple of days ago.  I wish that you could have held my hand on the Sheikra- I was so scared!!!! But I did it- you would have loved it!! 

Emilia and I went to go see your mom and Tim yesterday (Elaina couldn't go cause she doesn't feel too good).  They are so strong Jessie, they really are.  Don't worry we are gonna visit them all the time and eat speghetti o's! haha.  We also drove to the cemetary but we couldn't walk back because the snow was too deep- and you know how me and Emilia hate the snow!! lol!

I miss you like crazy Jessie!  I love you!

Luv ya!

-Sister-

Jessie was always the first one to have free spirit enough to dress up and act goofy for a smile

that cowboy hat she sooo adored