Jessica Faye Ericzon

Today is your 28th birthday. I wish you were here to celebrate it with us but you have been gone for 10 years now.

I wrote a message a little while ago but when I went to save it, it was gone.  I'll write again and hope this one stays.

  Your leaving us has not been a lost cause.  Because of you hundreds if not 1000's of families have made the decision not to get the Gardasil shot. We have worked heard to let people know what this vaccine can do.  The word has spread in so many ways.  I have been on 2 radio programs this year telling people your story.  I have received calls from families that need help finding other families with girls that have adverse reactions and how to cope with doctors and other medical help. The war goes on and more and more are helping to take this vaccine off the market.  It will happened one day because we will not give up the fight. 

The strength of your mom and Tim have kept this movement going thru Facebook, e-mail's and by word of mouth.  Because of your leaving us we have the strength to go on.

Happy Birthday our ANGEL,  SHINE ON MISS JESS.

YESTERDAY WAS 10 YEARS SINCE YOU LEFT US.I SPENT THE DAY WITH EMILIA AND WE MISSED YOU SO MUCH. THE FUN YOU TO HAD TOGETHER. GARDASIL IS NO LONGER CALLED GARDASIL IT'S NOW THE HPV VACCINE.  I THINK WE GAVE THE GARDASIL NAME SUCH A BAD RAP THAT THEY HAD TO CHANGE IT. I HAVE STRUGGLED THROUGH LIFE WITHOUT YOU FOR THE LAST 10 YEARS BUT IT STILL FEELS LIKE I CAN'T BREATH OR LAUGH HEARTILY OR ENJOY LIFE FULLY WITH OUT YOU. I MISS YOU WITH ALL MY SOUL JESS.

Yesterday you were gone forever 10 years, we miss you Jess

Today you are 26.  All of  the angels  are singing and celebrating this day.  If we could only be with you today to help you celebrate.  We miss you greatly.

IT'S 50 DEGREES TODAY AND IT FEELS LIKE SPRING ALREADY. I MISS YOU SO JESS, MY HEART STILL HURTS AND I FEEL LIKE I HAVE AN ELEPHANT SITTING ON MY CHEST SOME DAYS.  I SETTLED OUT OF COURT FOR YOUR VACCINE CASE AND I STILL FEEL LIKE I LET YOU DOWN, I SHOULD HAVE KEPT FIGHTING.  BUT I FELT SOMEONE OVER MY SHOULDER SAYING TO ME " ENOUGH MOM, I DON'T WANT THIS TO GO ON ANYMORE."  IT JUST MAKES ME SICK THAT SOME WOMAN JUST WON A CASE AGAINST A PEEPING TOM IN THE HOTEL ROOM NEXT TO HERS WHO TAPED IT AND PUT IT ON THE WEB, WAS AWARDED 55 MILLION FOR HER ANGUISH BUT THE PARENTS OF GARDASIL VICTIMS CAN'T EVEN SUE THE COMPANY THAT SELLS THE VACCINE (MERCK)  WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD, THIS GOVERNMENT.  I'M SO ANGRY AT TIMES.  SORRY JESS LOVE YOU SO    202,613 VISITS TO THIS PAGE

Love You Jess, this day will forever haunt our memory. It's all those good memories that keep us going.

                          *****HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS JESS*****

Today you would have been 25 years old.  What a bash we would have had for you.  Gone for seven years but always on my mind.  SHINE ON MISS JESS

Miss you Jess, see you at the sliding party today. 

MISS YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS DEEP INTO WHAT LITTLE SOUL I STILL HAVE. The day I found you is a day I wish I could forget., but this day I relive in my mind everyday.  It will be 7 long years on the 22nd.  LOVE YOU.

Yesterday was the annual breakfast in your honor. Out of the generosity and hard work of many we can add $3,200.00 to the Jessica Ericzon Memorial Fund.  This year was the largest amount so far, and I want to let everyone know how blown away I am by this. I only wish we didn't have to do this , I wish that you were here instead.  I love you so much. Grandma Dennie and myself will be going to camp for this coming weekend and I know you and a few others will be there in spirit.

Yesterday, September 6th, I was honored to stand next to one of our best friends on her wedding day. I know you were right there as well. Amanda has found the love of her life, Martin. He has become her best friend and soul mate. You always said "the best things in life arent things....there friends" I wish you could have been there physically. You would have been standing right next to me at that alter while Amanda and Martin exchanged there vows. We love you and we miss you Jessie faye. I hope you and Jon patchen helped welcome Brandon into heaven on Friday. He was such a great friend to many and will be dearly missed on earth by all. 

Hi miss Jess,
I got back from a wonderful visit with you mom and Tim.  I got to meet little Stella, Emilia and Tony's new addition.  What a blessing she is to their family.  What a proud and good mom Emilia is.  We went to the "Gal's" for and icecream cone.  Stella had her icecream also.  We all wished you were there to help dish up the icecream.  But you were there were you not.
 We spent the weekend at camp with 11 others.  The weather was a bit rainy but your mom and I did have a chance to paddle to the other end of the lake on the morning we were leaving.  Lisa in her Kayak and me in the canoe.  Would you believe there is a Loon (bird) on the lake now.  Dad just loved these birds and always wanted to see them on our lake and there they are. 
A new video is now out made by a collage young man.  He visited your mom and several other families that were effected by the Gardasil vaccine.  I watched it with your mom upon receiving it while I was there.  Where does she get the strength to continue this fight?  I was so proud of her and what she said.  She still takes the blame for you receiving this vaccine but it is the FDA and the CDC who are at falt for so many deaths and reactions our children are receiving.  They are saying it is a coincidence.  Let's hope this video is seen by millions and it will make a difference. 
What picture will come up I don't know as I still haven't found out how to add a picture.  I'll keep trying.  You are on the beach smiling your smile.  Will it be that one?

Happy Birthday to Mama Lisa, I know you are so proud of your mom Jess. She's by far the strongest women I know. Her strength and determination never ends. I know you check in on her everyday. I know she wishes she could see you but I know you can see her.  I have so many memories of you me and her as a kid. Exploring in the back, we'd always listen for the lunch bell she would ring. She never let us leave the dinner table until we almost cleared our plates. She made me try cooked spinish for the first time, as she dumped viniger on yours. I thought it was a pile of seaweed. We would steal alot of her raw spagehetti and noodles in the cupboards to make model cars. She let you have the best sweet 16 birthday party in your barn loft. So many memories that seem forever ago. She's one of my best friends like she was yours, she's  my second mom, she's my daughters grandma, and she's my hero! I love her so much. Jessie I am so lucky to have her in my life like you did 

Whenever Jess went on a trip with her class or whenever she did anything she always had a story to tell me when she came home. This picture was taken on a trip to the Adirondaks with her school group called Packs, Peaks and Plant.   The kids stayed the night at an Inn that was supposed to be haunted ( I didn't believe her) She told me the story of the horses running down the road and into their barn when it was time for dinner.  This is one of the horses, it looks alot like our horse Red. Jessie had to go to the barn to see them.  She loved the time that she got to spend with her friends and classmates.   I LOVE YOU.  HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY.  I can't describe the feeling of emptiness that I feel right now because you are not here.  122,814 visits to this website.  Mom.

Where would you be today and what would you be doing?


                           Happy Birthday Miss JESS

Happy Birthday Jess

Yesterday was not a good day for me.  I kept thinking back to the afternoon 6 years ago to the day that I got the phone call that you were no longer an earthly being.  You had left us for the GLORYLAND.  How very hard it still is for us all here on earth.  Jess, You still are so greatly missed and always will be.  I miss your giggle.  The shaving cream fights on the beach.  Our momentous bike ride arount the block and I kept falling off.  The picnic we had to eat under Jonny's apple tree before we got home.  Your first dance.  The ball games in the yard.  Camping at Echo Lake.  So many memories for us all to keep close to our hearts.  I just wish we had more time to make more memories with you in them.  God took you to soon and only God knows why.  I miss you Miss Jess.  

I once heard that true friends don't ever say goodbye they just take extended leaves of absences from each other. Well it's been 6 years this absence sucks! Feels like a lifetime now. Feels like we were just kids. I miss you! I hope you are proud of me, I hope I have taken the right path, I hope you smile for me. It's hard sometimes to feel so alone and not have anyone who understands me. I'm so glad I have Estella in my like now. She makes me smile everyday. She has become my whole world. Someone who makes me wanna get up every morning. I love you Jessie Faye and I miss you more then my heart could ever explain, I will never miss an opportunity to share all our memories we made together with Estella. Your her angel, just like your mine. 

While Tim was at work today an RN on the floor that Tim was working on approached Tim and said she saw a young blonde girl standing by Tims work cart. She looked away for a minute and looked back and she was gone. The nurse told Tim a while later about the young girl standing by his toolcart, she pointed to Jessie's picture that he has on his cart and said she was the one that was standing by his cart.  Tim said to the woman that Jessie has been dead for 6 years and she started to cry saying she knows it was Jessie that she say. Love you Jess, thanks for showing yourself.

ESTELLA FAYE, She has a part of you now Jessie Faye.  She will fly with her own wings with your help and guidance from above. JESSIE YOU WERE THE PERFECT BABY And now Estella Faye is the perfect baby.  She will have the best of BOTH WORLDS with Emilia on earth and you in heaven.  And me also, I will watch her grow and think of you as she grows into a beautiful woman and I will be proud to be a part of her life as I was yours.  I miss you so much my sweetheart I wish you were here on earth with us. P.S. picture of Jess when we lived in Rochester and she was only about 8 months old.

Thank you Jessie for giving me everything you have given me this past week, my life has purpose now.  Watch over Estella just like you do me. You would absolutely love her Jessie. She is just like a little doll. Missing you like crazy wishing you could be here 

15 years ago we had the ice storm of 1998 here in the north country.  There was alot of devastation of trees and power poles. We lost power and didn't get it back for 21 days.  Jessie was almost 8 years old and the kids all thought it was an adventure.  They didn't have school for awhile and we spent alot of time with the Morrows across the road. This year it started on December 21st and it's not as bad as 1998 but we still lost power ( only a couple times for about 5 hours on Saturday and Sunday.) This ice is sticking around though because it is so cold the ice isn't melting at all.  The poplar tree in the back yard has taken a huge hit again with many limbs crashing to the ground for 3 straight days.  This picture is of the damage and all the clean up we will have to do once the weather allows.  I miss you Jess.

I Love the snow. it's so beautiful and when it's night time and it's snowing big fat flakes, I love to be outside to hear the quiet fall of the snow and to see the the glint on each individual snowflake.  Jess, you loved the snow and would be in it all the time no matter how cold it was.  Emelia is finally looking pregnant.  Shi is due on February 2,2014 with a baby girl and I am so excited I can hardly wait.  Watch over her and keep her safe.  I love you and miss you so.

Happy Thanksgiving Angel