I thank god everyday for your mom and Tim. They continue to save lives everyday by sharing your story and spreading the word. They are two amazing people who love you so so much. I am not sure yet how your mom keeps it all together so well. Sometimes when I just wanna fall apart I think of her and how strong she is. Sometimes these last five years Feels like forever. So much has changed in my life. Turned 21, fell in love with a boy, married him, moved out of my parents and put in our own house together, really started my life. But then sometimes it's feels like last week that I got the dreadful phone calls that became reality. I have been really down lately and just needed to hear from you. And you always seem to answer. You met me in my dreams for only a few minutes but you let me know you still can hear me. Elaina, Sarah, you and I were all at my house getting ready to go to work at the gals. I made you take a bath before we left becasue you were filthy from laying in your casket for so long. I even made you drain the bath water before I took a bath because it was so brown. I told you that's what you get for staying in there so long. Haha. jessie if you really woke up and came back I wouldn't care how filthy you were. We had a great laugh. I love you lady, and I sure love hearing from you. Thanks for the little things they mean the world Took a funny photo to post here. Reminds me of you and all the funny photos we would take with funny faces.