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Grandma Dennie Missing You # 86386 August 16, 2012
 
Hi Miss Jess,
A few days ago I was going through many of the files I have been keeping on Gardasil.  I found and played the DVD that your classmates made for you of your short life.  I laughed and cried because it was sooooooooooo you. I was blessed that I was able to be included in so many of your memorable days even thought we lived so far away from each other.  I have such fond memories that keep you close.  It is hard to believe that you have been gone 4 and 1/2 years from our lives. You are GREATLY missed by so many.

Tomorrow will be Jonny's 47th birthday.  I know he is with you along with so many that have gone before.  I found a letter that he wrote to me many years ago while I was going through everything.  That too sent a flood of memories to my minds eye.  That is what keeps us going, Those memories.

Blessings and SHINE ON   
your best bud feel you near August 11, 2012
 

when Steve and Laurie came to visit us with maggie and the kids and Maddie Pearl i could feel you near soooo much. I'm glad that even though your not here  , you still will never miss out on these special memories. 

mom 83,885 July 10, 2012
 
WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS.
MOM It's the little things 79,458 June 12, 2012
 
Hi Jess, wish grandma Dennie a Happy Birthday today.  She came for Emilia and Tony's wedding on the 26th of May, and it was a bitter sweet day, you know why.  I've been stressing about what to write my speech about during graduation when I give away four $500. awards in your name.  I was just reading Emilias post and she said it's the little things that she misses and it came to me that is what I will write about.  Someone told me last year after my speech that I taught him something new every year when I did my speech.  I hope to teach everyone something everytime I get up in front of that crowd.  I want to say Happy Birthday Mom!  Thank you for teaching me to be the person I am, I love you and cherish every moment that we spend together, which isn't enough in my book.  Love You Jess, Love You Mom.  Lisa   P.S.  The picture is of the Dress Mom was talking about in her post on the 8th of May.
tim hall missing you June 11, 2012
 
missing you like crazy jess
Grandma Dennie May is here 74,937 May 8, 2012
 
Hi Miss Jess,
Here we are in the month of May.  Everyone is so looking forward to Emilia and Tony's wedding at the end of the month. I have my tickets to fly north and now I am trying to decide what the wear. It takes me back to the time your mom and I went shopping with you.  We were buying a dress for you to wear for your induction into the National Honor Society.  We went into every shop that had a dress for sale.  You found one that was what you wanted but we kept looking because that dress was a little too expensive.  All the shops were closing and we were still looking.  We finally rushed back and purchased that dress that you fell in love with in the very first shop.  Remember the dress?  What an honor it was for your mom and I to be standing on the stage with you, placing the NHS ribbon over your head on the day.  There you were with Emilia, Sarah and your other classmates looking so excited and expexctant of things to come.
Now another expectant day is upon us and what a grand day it will be when Emilia and Tony say the words that will bring them together as husband and wife.  We will miss you more on that day but we know you will be there in spirit. 
Shine on Miss Jess.
Emilia Mary <3 April 26, 2012
 
"Aight Chief", Something we use to say to each other all the time. It's the little things I remember that make me smile. Thanks!
TIM hall EASTER April 8, 2012
 
HAPPY EASTER JESS, MISS YOU MUCH.
MOM ANOTHER ONE SAVED 70,188 April 4, 2012
 
I JUST READ A CONDOLENCE FROM A MOM IN TENNEESEE, AND SHE WROTE THAT SHE WAS THINKING ABOUT VACCINATING HER 17 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER WITH GARDASIL.  HER DAUGHTER IS A SENIOR JUST LIKE YOU AND BEAUTIFUL JUST LIKE YOU, GOING TO GRADUATE JUST LIKE YOU.  HER MOM CAME ACROSS YOUR STORY JESS WHILE DOING RESEARCH, BECAUSE OF YOU SHE DECIDED AGAINST IT.  BECAUSE OF YOU SHE WON'T SUFFER FROM THE POISON THEY GAVE TO YOU.  BECAUSE OF YOU HER LIFE MAY HAVE BEEN SAVED.  I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT MANY OTHERS HAVE BEEN SAVED FROM THIS VACCINE BECAUSE OF YOU.  I LOVE YOU JESS.  I MISS YOU SO MUCH EVERYDAY ALL DAY.  SHINE ON.  MOM
MOM Happy Birthday March 28, 2012
 
When you were young you were the life of the party.  When you were a teenager and a young woman you were the life of the party.  There is no life in the party any more now that you are not here.  I wonder how I keep going without you in my life anymore.  It's so hard to keep up the game of being happy.  It's so hard to imagine that life will get better and time will heal, but I just haven't felt it yet.  I miss you Jess
Emilia Mary Another Birthday March 27, 2012
 
Today you are 22 years old. I remeber when it felt like i saw you a few weeks ago but now it feels like its been FOOORRREEVVVERR! I feel like I only knew you in my childhood. When we would go exploring and get muddy. I feel like I am getting so old and so much has changed. I live in a new house now, my very own house. I am getting married in 2 months to a guy you have never met, and now I hate getting muddy! Just sucks! Wish you were here more then ever to share all this with. I wonder what you would be like. Where you would be. Would you be graduating with Elaina from Plattsbugh May 19th? Would you still wanna be a state trooper? Would American Eagle still be your favorite clothing store. Would the barbie mobile still be your wheels of transport? I wonder all of this. I wish you were here on earth to share your birthdays, but instead your partying and dancing with God in Heaven. So glad you could have your dad with you for this birthday. I love you Jess forever. I miss you more then I could ever explain. Please help me get through this wedding without you. Please Please Please
TIM hall HAPPY BIRTHDAY March 27, 2012
 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESS, WE MISS YOU EVERY DAY.
yvonne birthday March 26, 2012
 
Another birthday without you,but not without thinking of you
the girls will be lighting a candle for you,while lighting their cake.
we miss you Jess..the candles will shine as brightly as your memory
MOM I HATE FEBRUARY February 26, 2012
 
I wasn't able to write to you Jess on your anniversary of going to heaven because I was driving to Illinois with your brother.  Your fathers ashes were in my backseat.  It happened again, DEATH.  I got a phone call on the 16th of February at 10:40PM, 6 days before your death, on the other end was your brother, hysterical, his father was dead.  Matt had come home to find his father had passed away in his recliner.  Matt and I have been in Illinois for a Memorial Service with John's family.  Even though John and I have been divorced for the past 6 years his family still treated me like I belonged.  Watch over Matt Jess and give him hints about the right choices to make, keep him safe.  This photo was taken in the same church that the Memorial Service was held.  It was when Leslie (John's sister) and Ed were married and Jessie was the flower girl and Matt was her escort.  Love you Jess.  MOM
Amber Missing you February 22, 2012
 
I think of you everyday when I say my prayers.  Praying for your mom & family to get through another day.  When I go to church and sit next to your mother, the sun shines in and I know it's you.  It makes me sad, but it brightens the room like you used to do.  We miss & love you very much.
tim hall missing you February 22, 2012
 
hi jezzmo,whats crackalackin?  today its been 4 years since JESUS took your hand and led you to GOD to get your angels wings. we'll never forget your spirit and drive. we'll never stop trying to figure out why you were taken from us. we'll always cherish every minute we had together.
Emilia Mary 4 years :( February 21, 2012
 
No day is easier then the last. Tonight and tomorrow will be no easier then a year ago. Nothing has changed. I am so extremey sad and emotional lately. I just feel like everything in my life is happening this year and where are you. Your suppose to be here. I have a new house, an engagement ring, I am planning a wedding. MY WEDDING! You havent even met Tony. I have had so many dreams where you've met, Just not the same. You're all over in my house. Every where I turn is something that reminds me of you. I look in the kitchen and I see a canaster of spageheti. Remember when we were little and we made cars out of noodles. We gluded them together and then stole your moms canaster of spageheti and took our cars up to this cupboard in your bedroom and hid in there as we ate spagheti and played with our cars. I miss you so much. I feel like I am getting older and you dont even know me anymore. I hate it!!! On a good note I am tackeling a whole half gallon of ice cream by myself right now, you would be proud!
Grandma Dennie 4 years ago today 62,585 February 21, 2012
 
Four years ago today you were here with us.  You were looking forward to your senior trip that was coming up soon.  A trip your whole class was about to take to Disney World in Florida.  Away from the snow and ice to sunshine and warmer weather.  You had the week off from school for some reason.  The next day you had planned to go to school and practice pitching as softball season was about to begin and you wanted to get that arm ready and you needed the practice.  In the evening you and your mom were on your new lap top computer playing Sudoku a puzzle you and you mom taught me how to play.  The headache was there so you kissed your mom goodnight, said "I love you" and went off to bed.
I got the phone call that changed all our lives.  The call that said,  "Jessie's DEAD".  I didn't believe it.  How could that be.  Not Jessie!!  How to explain it to Great grandma Fay who was with us at the time. 
How could I get there?  All of the airports were closing because of bad weather.  I couldn't get a flight out.  No trains had room for me.  Stan, Mom and I drove north meeting up with my brother Steve in Virginia where he took mom and I the rest of the way north.
The whole family couldn't believe the outpouring of help and love from the communities of Omar and Lafargeville.  So much food, so many people coming to show support.  School was closed and your service took place in your school.  The place you loved and where you had so many friends.  Your best friends took part in the service along with your teachers.  A slide presentation was put together by your classmates and shown in the school library.  We all laughed and cried watching it.  I still to this day laugh and cry when I watch it.  We went into the school and the day was gray and cloudy but when we came out to take you to your final resting place the sun was out and shining brightly.  Just the kind of day you loved.  People lined the road waving flags  as we passed through Omar.  As we stood at the grave a poem that was written for you by a friend was read.  The end states, "You are on your eternal voyage".  We all miss you Miss Jess.   SHINE ON FOR ALL OF US.    
Danielle Shimel <3 February 18, 2012
 
I came across a 2008 Softball picture that Sherry Wilson gave to Jeff Davidson when we went to Mudville.  You would have been on that team that year Jess.  It was a bittersweet moment....great to see what we accomplished that year...sad that you weren't there in person to share it with us.  God Bless Jess.....still miss you lots and think about you.
Emilia Mary ... February 10, 2012
 
I always thought you were the best.
I guess I always will
I always thought that we were blessed,
and I feel that way still
Sometimes we took the hard road
But we ALWAYS saw it through.

If I had only one friend left,
I'd want it to be YOU.

Someone who understands me
and knows me inside out.
Who helps keep me together
and believes without a doubt,
that I could move a mountain,
With someone to tell it to.

If I had only one friend left,
I'd want it to be YOU!!

mom another one 58,631 January 26, 2012
 
Hi Jess.  We made it through another funeral,  Kim was to young and so many things in her service reminded me of yours.  Calling hours especially, at yours so many people came in a blinding snow storm to pay their respects, even the Copenhagen cheerleaders came so far in that weather.  Kim's calling hours was bad weather also.  It was hard for me to concentrate on Kim's service because I kept thinking about things that brought back the memory of your service.  I cried all the way through Kim's service and I also laughed because of some of the things said.  Just like yours.
On a lighter note, Emilia said her dress was in at the bridal shop and a couple days later all the brides maids dresses were there also.  She is so excited, and I can't wait til she can have her dress fitted.  It's just the most beautiful dress ever.  The bridesmaids dresses are all different but the same color and the girls will look beautiful in them.  I'm so proud of Emilia, and I know you are too. The picture in the upper left was taken at our cousin Maggie and Georges wedding which happend to be on May 26th, just like Emilia and Tony"s will be and it was a catholic service so you had to wear a hat or cover your hair.  So the girls didn't have a hat so they had to use the scarves to cover their heads, what a riot they were. Love you Jess, wish you were here.
MOM New Recruit 58,441 January 23, 2012
 
Show Kim the way Jess.
MOM Little Things 56,874 January 7, 2012
 
My last moments with you were spent sitting on the couch in the evening doing a Sudoku puzzle together on your lap top, a little thing.  Those are the things I miss the most about you, watching movies, going shopping, making dinner together, laughing together ( I miss your laugh so much ), talking, brushing and braiding your hair and then trying to sit still while you braided my hair so tight I felt like I had a face lift.  Laughing, laughing, and laughing.  I miss you Jess.  MOM
Emilia Mary ... January 5, 2012
 
Another year without you :( Enough Said!
Grandma Dennie you wer right January 2, 2012
 
Anohter year is upon us 2012.  Another year not to see your smiling face and hear that giggle. Where would you be this year if you were still her with us.  We all miss you still so very much.  When I look at the picture on your site it reminds me of your home in winter.  That is when you left us.  I remember your Jeep covered with snow in the drive, a Jeep you would never drive again.  I remember how cold it was when I arrived in Omar and all the snow on the ground.  The day of your funeral we were all at school for our day of remembering before we took you to lay to rest for the final time.  When we went in the school it was so bleak like we all felt.  But when we came out the sun was shining, the perfect day to go snowboarding.  Driving thru Omar everyone was there on the curve waiting for us to arrive.  How we all were so blessed to know how much everyone cared.  Shine on Miss Jess and Jon. We will make it through this year by remembering all the happy times we had with you.
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