Jessica Faye Ericzon

Hi Miss Jess,

The balloons went up at 6:00 pm after going into a maple tree the first time.
Stan and I got the ladder (tall one) out and Stan went up the tree.  He cut each balloon string and passed them down the ladder to me.  We then attached them all together and set them free.  This time they went up over the trees and headed straight to you.  Where will they go this year?  Last year a runner found them on the beach by the ocean in St Augustine.  He sent me a note telling me how he found them.

I am almost finished with the book "HEAVEN IS FOR REAL".  What a beautiful true story.  Thank you Emilia for telling us about it.  A copy is on it's way to your mom Miss Jess.  I know they had a rousing party for you up there in Heaven.  Keep smiling down on us Jess.  We all miss you so.

Hello Jessie,

Just stopping by to say Happy 21st Birthday! We all wish we could help you celebrate it. I miss you and I think of you often and how Jay and I use to walk down to your house and hang out in the front lawn for hours. Rest in Peace, Jessie and try to put in a good word with the big guy for me.

In honor of Jessie's 21st birthday, Hillary lit this candle in memory of her. Today is also Hillary's 19th birthday and her daughter Onalee's 1st birthday. Love and miss you, Jessie!

I wish you were here to celebrate your big day. Miss your smiling face. I love you Jessie. Happy 21st <3

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY.  I'M SORRY YOU ARE NOT HERE SO WE CAN SPANK AND PINCH YOUR REAR END 21 TIMES, YOU WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN ABLE TO SIT DOWN.  TODAY WAS A VERY COLD AND WINDY DAY BUT THE SUN SHONE BRIGHT.  MATT CAME OVER AT 4:00 AND WE CALLED MOM AND LET YOUR BALLOONS GO, AND OURS HEADED STRAIGHT FOR A TREE AND MISSED.  MOM'S HEADED STRAIGHT FOR A TREE AND DIDN'T MISS, SO NOW THEY ARE STUCK IN A TREE UNTIL MOM CAN GET A LADDER AND GET THEM OUT.  OUR BALLOON'S HEADED IN THE SAME DIRECTION AS THE FIRST YEAR, STRAIGHT FOR VERMONT.  I HOPE SOMEONE REPLYS TO MY LETTER.  MATT IS DOING WELL HE TOLD ME HE JUST JOINED THE REDWOOD FIRE DEPARTMENT.  I'M SO PROUD OF HIM.
TIM FOUND THIS PICTURE OF JESSIE SOMEWHERE AND THE  SAYING ON THE T-SHIRT SHE IS WEARING  FITS HER WELL.  IT SAYS " HA HA  WAIT! WHAT?  JESSIE WAS A BLONDE AND SOMETIMES SHE WAS SO GULLABLE IT WAS FUNNY.  I STILL HAVE THE T-SHIRT.
24,748 VISITS,  I'M THINKING THAT NUMBER IS CLOSE TO THE NUMBER OF ADVERSE REACTIONS REPORTED FROM THE GARDASIL VACCINE.  I KNOW THERE HAS BEEN OVER 90 DEATHS REPORTED.  WHEN WILL IT END?
THERE ARE 313 MEMORIES WRITTEN SO FAR AND AS I GO BACK TO THE FIRST FEW PAGES OF MEMORIES AND READ THEM I SEE THAT THINGS HAVEN'T REALLY CHANGED, WE ALL HATE THE FACT THAT JESSIE IS MISSING FROM OUR LIVES, AND NONE OF US HAS HEALED IN THE LEAST.
MISS AND LOVE YOU JESSIE, MOM

                                                HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS JESS. 

TODAY IS YOUR 21 BIRTHDAY.  BALLOONS ARE GOING UP FROM FLORIDA  AND NEW YORK IN JUST A LITTLE WHILE TODAY.  BE LOOKING FOR THEM. 

LOVE YA, AND MISS YOU SO.  KEEP SHINING ON MISS JESS.

 happy birthday jessie

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yo yo jezzmo whats crackalackin sista?  i miss sayin that. i remember leavin you a note every mornin before we headed out the door for work. me and your mom would each write a lil something to let you know what was going on or just to say we loved ya and were proud of you. Spring is here finaly Jess. Gardening on our minds. Much work on the house in the works,porch ceiling,a deck,mortaring the cellar foundation and a bathroom renovation. Work on the truck, FAYE< is going slow,much warmer in the barn these days. I broke down and bought a welder and feel comfortable enough in my skills to start piecing it back together. Bringing new life to a 55 year old truck. Not as fun as the jeep but just what us old timers need. Your middle name was chosen and as it turns out the original owners wifes name was Faye, the family always said it was Fayes truck. How ironic, just meant to be for sure. i can't wait to hop in and say c'mon jessie faye lets go.    

My second Family

 March 5, 2011 - 23,254 visits. I thought of you with love today but that is nothing new.
 I thought about you yesterday and days before that too.  
 I think of you in silence, I often speak your name.
 All I have is memories and your picture in a frame.
 Your memory is my keepsake with which I'll never part.
 God has You in His keeping,  I have you in my heart
 I Love You Jessie.      Mom

Continued from my previous post.....The little boy and his dad wrote a book all about his experience in heaven. So far half a million books have been printed and book stores across the country are trying to get more copies. It is called "Heaven is For" by Todd Burpo. I am going to go get a copy. I recommnd others to check it out who may struggle from any kind of lose or grief from a missed love one. Know that they are safe

Just read a beautiful story on Newzjunky titled "The Boy Who Claims he Went to Heaven" I thought that I would some it up and share some direct quotes from the article. A 4 year old boy named Colton, from Nebraska was on a road trip with his family to Colorado and became very sick. He was misdiagnosed with flu but later returned to his home in Nebraska and became worse. After being rushed to hospital to undergo two emergency surgeries. His parents prayed and prayed beliveing they would be losing there son at any minute. The little boy soon recovered well, and started telling his parents he had met his sister in heaven that his mother miscarried before Colton was born. What made this so remarkable was that know one had ever told Colton about this miscarriage. No one ever spoke of it. The youngster said: "She looked familiar and she started giving me hugs and told me she was glad to have someone from her family up there. She doesn't have a name though, she said they never gave her one. But she can't wait for her mom and dad to come to Heaven to meet her." Colton also told his parents how he could see them down below praying for him. He also met his grandfather who passed away 30 years ago. Well before Colton was even thought of. He recognized him in heaven from a photo he has seen. Colton's vissions became more clear as more time passed and as he became to get healthier. He said: 'I remember Jesus, there's streets of gold and a lot of colors. I sat on Jesus' lap and then I just felt safe. God, he is the biggest one in Heaven, he can hold the world in his hands. He even claims he saw a glimpse of Armageddon."

When asked the age-old question about what Heaven is like, Colton had a very specific description: 'Well, it’s all the colors of the rainbow, a place of beautiful shades and hues. The gates were made of gold and there were pearls on them. It never gets dark. It’s always bright. Everyone has wings and can fly except for Jesus, who hovers up and down. Everyone wears a white robe crossed by a sash of different colors and they have lights above their heads."

I believe Jessie is in a great place. She must be having so much fun. We'll all be with her again, I cant wait! Love you


 

With so many people visiting Jessie's website I thought I should tell her story for those that do not know.  In 2008 Jessie was in her senior year, an A student invalved in many sports at her school in upstate New York.  She was about to go on a trip with her classmates to Orlando, Florida. In July 2007 Jessie had the first shot of Gardasil, the vaccine to prevent the human papillomavirus that can cause cervical cancer.   After the second shot in September Jessie complained of pain in the back of her head along with fatigue and joint pain.  The doctor told them it was just stress. On February 20, 2008 Jessie had the third and final injection of Gardasil. Two days later she was found dead by Lisa her mother upon returning home from work on February 22, 2008.  Then the BIG question.  WHAT KILLED HER?  We have done so much research over the past three years.  In that research we found over 92 other girls and young women that have also lost there lives shortly after the 1st, 2nd, or 3rd shot of Gardasil.  It is believed that less than 10% of the deaths have ever been reported.  The reason is no one is putting 2 & 2 together.  There have been close to 23,000 adverse reactions to this vaccine just in the US alone.  Other countries have taken this vaccine off the shelves.  Why not here in the US?  I have lost all confidence in the FDA and the CDC because of what I have found in my research.  All I ask, for those that read this PLEASE, PLEASE do your research.  There is so much corruption invalved in the making and marketing of any vaccine.   Research and make your own decision.  We speak out so other families will not have to suffer the loss of a loved one.

 Three years and 22,857 visits to your website and Gardasil is still on the market.  All this is still so unbelievable, I don't know what to say and my feelings are still the same.  Each day is still a struggle  to get through.  Thank God for friends, family and my co-workers who have to work harder for the days that I take off work (like today). I try to think of all the good times we had with Jess when I feel this way and it makes me feel better.  Tim, Emilia, Tony, Matt and myself went bowling last night and I could hear Jessie laughing at some of the stuff we did.  I try to be happy but it's impossible to keep up this feeling all the time.  I happened to be looking  for something this afternoon and found a paper that Jess had made who knows when and it said I LOVE YOU.  I needed to see that today, thanks Jess.  I LOVE YOU TOO.

I Miss you more then words could ever say. I hate you not being here. I love you!!

 

 

February 22, 2011

Today you have been gone from us for three years.  The memory of you will always be there even though you have gone from us to a much better place.  I have so many fun memories of the things we did.  Camp is one of the best.  I remember the snow white girls standing on the deck all covered with shaving cream giggling.  You looked like snowmen.  The lake would be covered when you washed it off.  The loft was always a mess but it was your hangout.  The lake was never to cold for swimming.
I think the most fun we had and we laughed so hard was when we went around the block on our bike trip.  We packed a lunch to eat on the way.  Off we went on our long trip.  I had trouble with the hills and tipped over so many times and how we laughed.  It didn't take us as long as we thought it would and we were almost home when we decided to stop and have our lunch under the apple tree at Jonny's trailer.  The ball games, the fort, your first dance.  I have that picture with the lilacs and you standing in the middle of them looking so grown up.  You are greatly missed.  Thank God for all the wonderful memories. 

Shine on Miss Jess

Remember when we in elementary school and we had to close our eyes and play kinda like marco pollo but not in a pool we played in my living room. You would stand high on the furniture or under the furniture and I would walk around with my eyes closed and hands out trying to find you. You cheated all the time. You told me you were blind without your glasses on so instead of closing your eyes you just took your glasses off. Ha little did I know you could still see everything. Ooh and when we were cleaning out the spare bedroom in your house one time and I found a crochet hook. I had never seen that thing before so I asked you what it was. And you told me not to touch it, it was very special and secret. Your uncle Johnny use to rip people's eyes out with it. ughhhH! Come to find out its a crochet hook used for sewing. Jessie told me soooo many stories as kids. What an imagination. I love you Jess. It feels like forever. I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy valentines day jessie

Wish Jessie were here to eat all my brown flat bread things out of my chex mix. This bag has a lot of them

the picture above my workbench

No matter how much I need you, I guess Heaven needed you more :(